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| I know it's been a long time... maybe I'll start posting again.
But, can you believe this? I was shocked because I still have 0 grades for my online Sociology class that started months and months ago, in August. I keep emailing the teacher, all she says is that she keeps trying and doesn't understand why it's not working. This is her latest email:
Would you believe there are two (***)(My last name) in two separate sections? I've
been giving someone else YOUR grades. And your first names start with
R... I just didn't ever figure this out! However, there ARE problems
with grade postings. One student and I went in for help three weeks
ago, and he still cannot see his. I'm in Boston right now without my
grade book, but I'll check tomorrow when I get home and post through
this site your grades. I am sorry this system is screwy. And having a
"twin" you didn't know about isn't helping.
Wow, that's all I think. Ok, off to more homework and housework.
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| Well,
I had a great time seeing family this weekend. Man, does my little niece Zoey grow fast! It's so amazing to see her - but it just makes me so sad that they live so far away. I wish I could see her every single day!
Long long car trip! Amazing Aaron drove all the way, even though I offered to help, he denied.
It's great to be home and sleep in my own bed! Well, we're off to Glendo tomorrow afternoon, and I'm sure that will be a blast!
Getting tired though... just with how busy this last week has been, I feel like I've been constantly working. K, well I should go start my next Statistics test.
Over and Out
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| Today is a little too quiet for me. I guess I'm just feeling a little alone.
I just wish so desperately that something would come together in the right way.
There are too many overwhelming things to be overwhelmed right now; and I just find myself holding my breath... just waiting. And I'm getting tired of waiting, I'm getting worn thin. Issue after issue, troubles, worries, concerns, questions, just piling and piling. Just when I think nothing else could get added to the mix, it does.
To borrow words, it feels like my future is attached to a black hole, that is attached to a UFO. It's not bad, I just don't know where I'm going or what I'm going for.
Can't anything come easily? I'm not going to be the one who cries and says it doesn't seem fair, but it just doesn't seem fair. But what is fair? I know that I don't deserve anything at all, its just so difficult to feel like we aren't entitled to certain things, especially when we see how other people are blessed.
I trust you, God, and I thank you for giving me all that you have. You have blessed me so richly! But what are you asking of me? What am I missing? What are you saying to me that I'm not hearing? Please, talk to me like you used to!
Use me, shape me, do with me what you will. And please, give me rest, give me peace. I so deeply need your peace. | | |
| Why does it feel like everything always happens at once??
Everyone, please pray for my dad, he's doing okay -- but he was in a motorcycle accident last night and has a lot of broken bones, and he's going in for surgery tomorrow.
I got to call him and talk on the phone breifly, and he sounds so out of it... I don't know if it's the pain or the pain meds.
I'm really starting to hate motorcycles..... | | |
| I'm tired of feeling blah, numb, careless.
I would rather be angry, or hurt, or sad, or anything instead of just feeling like this.
Do you ever just wake up one day and realize everything is different than you always thought it was? And everything just feels so upside down?
On a cheerier note-
I finished all my tests, and took my final yesterday. And I found out that in Pharmacology and Health Assessment from last quarter both ended up being B's, which I was happilly surprised about.
Well, I have a paper to write here and email in, and then this quarter is done! I have the rest of the week to myself, yeha!!
And I found out that if I take those summer classes, 4 days, (2 Mondays and 2 Wednesdays) I'll still have school for my summer classes during my only 2 week summer break until Christmas - through FRCC. Ehhhh, yeah. When will Bekah get a break???
And I might not be able to do those summer classes because I had Wednesday free because I already have College Algebra completed so the rest of people at Platt were scheduled to take it this quarter.... but it fell through so now they're discussing replacing it with a different class, that I DO need to take.... I just wish they'd hurry up and make their decision before it's too late to get my refund for classes fom FRCC... yeah.
Well, I better get to that paper, talk to y'all later! | | |
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